Meeow

I’ve recovered from my cold-flu-almost-H1N1 but why do I still feel so shitty?  I feel like snuggling up with Tiger in bed and hibernating for a while…she’s really grown on me.  Sigh.  Can’t wait till the day I can afford a puppy.  Dogs will be loyal and genuine no matter what…

H1N1 my @ss!

All I can say is that I’m glad I don’t have it, but it still sucks being stuck @ home for the last 3 days.  Went into work on Monday morning only to be sent home after an hour cause I had sniffles.  Not only did I get sent home but I was also ordered to get a doctor’s note confirming I DON’T have swine.  Well I don’t have swine but my cold definitely got worse AFTER I went to the doctor’s that day - so I’m pretty sure my boss jinxed me.  Since the doc’s visit I’ve been coughing and hacking away, sniffling and congested, annoying the crap out of myself.

At times like this I wish my momma was here to take care of me cause let’s face it- when we’re sick, we want someone to take care of us.  I don’t care how independent you think you are, you still want someone to make you soup or congee and bring you your water along with your medication.  Sigh.

Life is like a box of…

shit.

Yup that sounds about right.

As I’m sure most of you know this past little while has been crazy busy - hence the lack of updates.  But nonetheless - I need to say thanks to everyone who helped me move and stickin’ around to build my furniture.  My place is still so empty and I can’t wait to finally settle in and feel cozy like it should.  I’ve only lived in my place for 1.5 weeks and now that I’m finally “on my own” I’m questioning myself if this is what I really wanted.  I wanted independence - I have it.  I wanted my own place - I have it.  I needed a job - I have one.  But why do I feel like I can’t make it on my own?  It’s so much harder than I thought…

A friend said to me the other day “God never gives us more than we can handle.”  As a Christian I would love to agree with that statement, but as a Christian who hasn’t gone to church for a while now…I think He has given me little more than a fair share of problems.  I guess growing never stops…