shit.
Yup that sounds about right.
As I’m sure most of you know this past little while has been crazy busy - hence the lack of updates. But nonetheless - I need to say thanks to everyone who helped me move and stickin’ around to build my furniture. My place is still so empty and I can’t wait to finally settle in and feel cozy like it should. I’ve only lived in my place for 1.5 weeks and now that I’m finally “on my own” I’m questioning myself if this is what I really wanted. I wanted independence - I have it. I wanted my own place - I have it. I needed a job - I have one. But why do I feel like I can’t make it on my own? It’s so much harder than I thought…
A friend said to me the other day “God never gives us more than we can handle.” As a Christian I would love to agree with that statement, but as a Christian who hasn’t gone to church for a while now…I think He has given me little more than a fair share of problems. I guess growing never stops…
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Loretta on 11.17.2009
You CAN do it.
And once you settle in, you’ll never want to go back to living under someone else’s roof.
A high school English teacher told us that there is no independence without financial independence. You’re well on your way. Be strong.
b.e.c.c.a. on 11.18.2009
Thanks Loretta….I guess it’s just a matter of time